What if my gender is boymoder?

I'm a man socially but don't like the effects of T, so I'm on E. I don't think I could handle being a woman socially. There's nothing feminine or womanly in the way I act and I still don't understand gender. Although I understand it better now, the concept of gender is very weird to me. I know people see me as man, so that seems easy.

I'll never be comfortable presenting as a woman, I'm just not that kind of person. I didn't want to be a girl as a kid, I just wanted to die for the first 23 years of my life, so idk. I feel like I can be such a good boymoder tho, if someone calls me a woman, I'll be like "How dare you? Call me woman again and I'll fight you bro😤" Clearly malebrained so nobody will see me as a woman. Anything wrong with my plan?