Anyone else with a 12h moon? Or Pluto?

I have moon in 12th in Scorpio and Pluto 12th sag conjunct my sag ascendant. I feel I am detached from my body somehow. There is a deep sense of not belonging here. I feel lately as I get older I’ve been learning to trust my own intuition without doubt. I have premonitions of things happening, yet I also feel strangely like my own worst enemy. I am always healing others but sometimes not realizing when I’m taking on their emotions as well. There is like a tendency at the same time with attracting very destructive and narcissistic like people or just assholes. I feel very sensitive to my environment I feel the energies very heavily. what are some ways that you cope or heal out of these situations? Especially if you must work with certain people, somehow I feel meditation doesn’t work on me. I keep headphones in to ignore gossip at work but I can feel the negative energy very heavily and this somehow happens everywhere